Three years at BIT....

Hmm where to start..still the minute stays so alive when I came to attend the first class of my engineering career.
"Yes you! "...." myself Varun kumar from Jamshedpur, branch Computer Science, my AIEEE rank is 3.something ( I dont remember now :P) "
"Good yet another from Jamshedpur"..
then the days passed like a swift blow of wind.. I repeat "wind" not breeze.. it gave so mighty blows an d so hard impressions that I can never do away with.
Some times the wind had a sweet fragrance of friendship and some times the ugly flavor of hatred.

Starting from the first semester I was too depressed and still in the blues of not making to IIT. but the feeling gave me lots of fire to do something in life and show the world who I am.
The semester call me a workaholic and I call it a auspicious start.
Oh! I forgot to mention the record highest GPA.. of course was in this sem ..truly speaking I dont know how.

Moving further the fire start getting cold... and the result... decrease ... not only in GPA and the number of projects I did, but also in my weight.

This is the sem I lost almost 4 Kgs..really you might believe I dont have the option of such drop :P
The hostel virus entered me ans i started becoming lethargic and dull...
But one thing that makes the sem life like to me was getting friends with Jeevi.. yes the guy whom i pray. litrally... This was the starting of a great lesson... the lessons of life that i got from him. It was the time when i suppose i came out of the pond and experienced the real sea. This was the time when many words were removed from my vocab ... some of them were fear and hatred and the new words enlisted were friendship, world, love and most of all "fun".
The semster call me a procrastinator and I call it .... jeevi. (dont have a better word :P)
..oh its getting long.. further sems in further posts ..time to get to work.

Life to me is a track of RoadRash...with no undo button.. when ever we do mistakes here in life there's no backtrack and we loose time.. a single folly even at the last minute can put you second.. and I always believe second is a defeat.
Even when on the track variety of thought keep on wondering my mind... " arry munna dhaba mei 50 Rs baki hai..."..."kal class jau ki nahi.." "oh!!! shit kal toh lab quiz hai.."...and comes a clash.. and I am on road..I hit a car.
Now its really difficult to come first.. yet I try.. I mean we try..we try n try till the last lap and the last millisecond. Is this what the world calls being optimistic or day dreamer... I don't know.
Definitely optimism ..right? Then if we are so very optimistic and passionate about coming first then why at all we deviate, loose concentration and meet accident.
I don't know.They say Concentration and focus is the key to success.. but will some one tell me what is the key to focus and concentration. I got the reply and it is passionate desire to win.. Oops!! I end up in a recursive loop.. the key to success is desire and the root of loosing focus is the same... Oh!!!! What to do where to start..